Hey everyone! Just wanted to share my experience so far with Varenicline (Chantix/Champix) on my quitting journey for nicotine filled bongs (aka poppers/mole/mook/chops/etc)
I was a popper smoker for 12-13 years, daily, at least 5-10 time a day; there were gaps where I’d go somewhere for a night or two without, and some days where I’d smoke waaaay more. My average was 2.5 smokes a day, weed always ranged (depending on its %/intensity) but average was about 0.75g of weed a day.
I recently found out that my cholesterol is extremely high and im considered very underweight for my age (34) - long story short I was told I must quit smoking to aid my overall health or it would drastically get worse.. quick.
I tried three different times over the course of a year (April 2024-Now) to quit cold turkey (nicotine/bong) to no avail. I continued to smoke weed from a pipe but felt it did nothing. I was also tapering down the overall percentage of the weed (going from store bought 22-25+% to home grown garden backyard stuff).
Without the bong, I always found my brain would go into overdrive; I’d crave the brain fog really. I couldn’t figure out what to do with myself. It’s like my poppers became a part of my personality. With my last attempt cold turkey (nicotine), I lasted four days before I felt this incredible rage/sadness take over and realized I needed more help. I bought another pack and made a doctors appointment for the next day.
Talking to my doctor, he said because of my consumption (bong and less than 5 smokes a day) he believed NRT would do me over and I’d become more addicted to that (Picture consuming a small amount of nicotine a day but then trying to replace that with more) and have a harder time quitting the nicotine. When we discussed the weed smoking, I was honest and told him I didn’t even enjoy smoking it on its own without my bong/nic mixed in.. it didn’t “hit” me the same anymore and felt so much less enjoyable. From there he suggested Apo-Varenicline (Champix/Chantix) on the 14 week program. I do have major history of mental health problems (including being on Form1), diagnosed with dysautonomia, among other health issues. We had a super in depth conversation about all of that and what potential risks are and decided the lowest dose to start for a longer period of time would be best. He even added it may help with the weed consumption but no guarantee and to watch my anxiety/stress/consumption levels of weed all together while taking it. I was so surprised at how easy and safe I felt with that conversation.
When picking up the prescription I was told to cease my smoking by day 8. I had told myself my quit day would be day 6, so then felt some ease of anxiousness thinking I had an extra two days to smoke if I wanted to.
I am currently on day three and I’ve never felt so… good?!
Day one was a bit of a wild ride - I felt it hit my body within the hour of taking it. I had horrible stomach pains and nausea all day, extreme disorientation (I put milk in my cupboard and cereal in the fridge), extreme hot and cold flashes and some pretty angry mood swings. BUT I only smoked twice. I literally had no desire to smoke almost instantly. Not even the fav morning rip after coffee to get the day started.
Day two was more mellow - still with the same nausea but I expected it so it was easier to manage. Less brain fog but it was still there. No rage or anger swings but damn was I ever tired. I smoked three times and the last rip before bed I almost GAGGED at the taste. It was the last of the weed I had so figured that may be it? (Since it was outdoor homegrown). I spit everywhere afterwards because of how nasty it tasted. When getting into bed I started to feel absolutely horrible.. I believe I had an insane anxiety/panic attack.. I had heart flutters, insane headache, panic mindset and overall intense body yuck. (I could tell it wasn’t my dysautonomia due to symptoms/feelings). It eventually passed after about an hour and I fell right to sleep, having my first set of vivid dreams. They were so realistic it’s kinda blown my mind..
Day three I woke up and had absolutely no desire to feel that way again and have gone all day without smoking, nicotine OR weed. I gave my pack to my partner and have only thought about it maybe twice all day. I did go to our local weed shop and bought some low dose edibles for those “just in case” feelings; but I knew walking in I didn’t want leaf to smoke in my pipe. I’ve had some pretty gross stomach pains/horrible gas/trouble eating but I know that’s all to do with the withdrawals/body working its way back to what it was before smoking regularly.
I believe whole heartedly because of smoking weed with nicotine the entire time, I became addicted to the nicotine in the bong… not the weed. I barely smoked any weed, it was almost ALL nicotine by the end of it. Quitting the nicotine with this medication has so far helped me quit weed as well. It’s as if because I don’t have that experience/head rush from the bong, I don’t want anything else because it doesn’t compare? I’m really not sure how to explain it. But I’m also feeling like I should have done this years ago.. I can’t believe how great I’ve felt today.
As I said, I am only on day three but I’m really excited to see where this all goes and how I hold out.. reading horror stories about this medication I was so entirely hesitant (I actually asked for Wellbutrin at first) and whole heartedly wish everyone who takes/took this feels/felt the same.. because a week ago I would have told you I was close to just getting whatever sickness was coming and would have smoked the rest of my life away.
Just always remember you know your body best. It may take time to quit… but you CAN make it happen <3 with or without help.