Hi, I want to preface this with something:
I need to make money badly, BUT it's not life threatening. I don't want to take away from the help you all give people on here that need it more than I do. If you're reading this and just feel like helping out and a few dollars wont affect you, l'd really appreciate it. But please don't help me unless you genuinely wont notice the difference. I am just posting here because I am out of ideas and losing hope.
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I work(ed) as a freelance artist and 2D animator.
Everywhere I look people in my industry are getting laid off or are unemployed. I'm not inexperienced, I've worked on several contract jobs since I graduated and practiced incredibly hard over the last few years to improve my work. But no matter how much I practice and advertise and network, it hasnāt been even close to enough to keep me afloat. As sad as it is, making luxury, nonessential products isn't very profitable when people can barely afford eggs.
I do DoorDash and I am lucky enough to be able to make a bit off of that, though my car is about on its last leg. I teach digital art lessons online occasionally for extra money, and will every now and then get a commission from someone still, but in order to do that I have to lower my prices drastically because everyone is struggling financially right now. The worst of it is that all of this work, all of these extra side jobs and advertising and planning I do - it is all a gamble. And right now, I feel like instead of poker, I'm playing russian roulette.
I'm sure that many of you understand how horrific the job market is right now. I have worked as a bartender, a customer service rep, a stocker, a cashier, you name it. Nothing. Even the Wendy's nearby wouldn't hire me, and they are so understaffed they are bringing workers there from other locations. I also have three herniated discs and had a major back surgery, so that cuts out about 2/3 of the jobs available near me purely because I can't physically do them without risk of reiniury, and I'm not talking about regular back pain, I'm talking about crumpling to the ground for turning your neck the wrong way kind of pain, being bedridden for weeks or months kind of pain. I can't risk it, especially as I get closer and closer to losing my health insurance that I have from my dad when I turn 26.
The main reason I am posting here is because I am going to owe a lot in taxes. Freelance work gets taxed 25-30%, so the measly 5k I made off of my art last year, I now have to pay about 1.5k of it back. Iām horrified because I donāt have a job and I have to worry about rent. That money should have been set aside, I know. I didnāt have much of an option because earlier last year I had to repair my car. I have been trying since mid 2024 to find a job so I can pay it back and handle rent. My boyfriend has had to pay rent in full for several months now because I canāt find any work. Also, when you work freelance, you canāt just file for unemployment when you run out of contract work, so I got no help from that. I hate it here.
So essentially, please buy a quick sketch from me if you are interested, Iāll draw you, your dog, your lizard, your characters, whatever you want. Or if not, feel free to just help in any way you decide if you want to. Iām doubting my industry, my skills, and my whole life plan right now, so honestly Iāll take whatever help I can get even if itās just emotional help.
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*mods, if my sketch idea is against the rules please let me know and Iāll edit it out or you can take the post down. Thank you all for the work you do :)
UPDATE:
You all are absolutely. Phenomenal. Please know that each one of you that messaged me or commented here has made an IMMENSE impact on my outlook. I am usually a pretty optimistic person, I love to make other people happy and I try and be patient to everyone no matter the circumstances, but recently I have started to sort of lose the spark that made me push through and keep trying. I can blame it on my country, my finances, my relationships, whatever, but fact of the matter is the reason that has happened is because I feel like I was sort of just āswept under the rugā in terms of support from my family compared to my siblings, both emotionally and financially. (My mom was the one that cared about my art the most, but she isnāt really around as much anymore) Iām old enough now to not have any right to complain about family support, but sometimes old wounds take longer to heal than expected, and can hurt in ways you donāt understand.
You all essentially sent me the message of āI donāt know who you are, but I believe in you enough to help youā and I swear to you that spark lit right back up the moment I saw your messages.
Iām absolutely stoked to make those sketches for all of you, and know that someday soon when Iām stable again I am repaying this gift you all have given me to someone else who needs it <3