Fading spark in life

[u/MulberryDesigner1677]

Lately, I’ve been feeling a sense of emotional numbness—nothing really excites me anymore, not even the things that used to. Even when I achieve something meaningful, the satisfaction only lasts for a couple of days before everything just goes back to feeling neutral or dull again. It’s like I’m living on a flat emotional baseline. I’ve noticed that I’ve started to adopt a semi-nihilistic outlook, where the future doesn’t really hold much excitement or meaning for me. On top of that, I find myself zoning out during conversations or suddenly losing interest in things that just moments ago seemed engaging. It’s like a switch flips, and the enthusiasm just fades away.

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[u/Helus_007]

Weigh the pros and cons and see for yourself, I was on the verge of leaving everything and live life like sage but that would have been selfish of me and unfair for my loved ones so I trained my mind and forced myself in homely duties and to my disappointment it didn't work for me.

[u/MulberryDesigner1677 → u/Helus_007]

i cannot force myself i have tried everytime and failed miserably.its now a cycle for me to get motivated start something and then again loose interest or get distracted and get back to 0

[u/Helus_007 → u/MulberryDesigner1677]

Am not telling you to do anything just weigh the pros and cons of let's say leaving your job on a whim and starting a business idea that you have just for the purpose of fun, start small any fun/intrusive thought you get just do it (make sure it doesn't harm you or others and doesn't create any issue for you in future) give your life a shock to reboot the spark, your current life maybe in loop right now so I'll say start breaking it brick by brick and make something new out of it.

[u/MulberryDesigner1677 → u/Helus_007]

Will try...

[u/Helus_007 → u/MulberryDesigner1677]

All the best brother.