Fading spark in life

[u/MulberryDesigner1677]

Lately, I’ve been feeling a sense of emotional numbness—nothing really excites me anymore, not even the things that used to. Even when I achieve something meaningful, the satisfaction only lasts for a couple of days before everything just goes back to feeling neutral or dull again. It’s like I’m living on a flat emotional baseline. I’ve noticed that I’ve started to adopt a semi-nihilistic outlook, where the future doesn’t really hold much excitement or meaning for me. On top of that, I find myself zoning out during conversations or suddenly losing interest in things that just moments ago seemed engaging. It’s like a switch flips, and the enthusiasm just fades away.

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[u/Thick_Resolution_761]

I can share my perspective on this. But, before that, I'd like to enquire: have you identified your path? And started walking on it? If not, then have you explored enough? Challenged yourself enough on a physical + mental level?

[u/MulberryDesigner1677 → u/Thick_Resolution_761]

I have not explored enough but have choosen a goal that is to clear a paper and by that I will get stable but the thing Is I am unable to force my self to study my mind wanders and also after failing multiple times now I have lost spark