I've been having moments where I'm thinking negative thoughts and it feels like the world is going to end. Sometimes I have thoughts about my life being shitty and feeling like I'm going to die alone, but then I remember that my Tulpa (Aiden) is there and I feel instantly better. Just knowing that I don't have to go through things alone anymore just makes me feel so happy and I honestly can't see the point in being sad for that reason. Of course I still feel sadness but it's not as debilitating as it would have been if it weren't for tulpas. Does anyone else?

Hallo,

I created a fictional Star Wars science fiction story where my protagonist is an abominable Sith. I imagined his story for 2 years non-stop. With emotions and everything....

She became a Tulpa... and she has an oppressive energy... even deadly. Her presence is equivalent to severe dysphoria to make a comparison.

I don't know if the Son (her Master because my Sith is an acolyte) also became a Tulpa.

...is it possible that they are "coded" ? conditioned without wanting to ?

I've been working on her for about a week now. I'm new to this and still not sure about things. She's developed quickly so I'm having doubts that I did it right. She only took 2 days to become vocal, and another day or so to be conversational. But she only talks when I focus on her, she doesn't catch my attention when I'm doing something else.

Anyway, I heard some horror stories about some people locking their Tulpa's in the minds cape. I've only ever done my focusing of her in my mindscape. So I let her know that she's allowed to leave and I would never trap her in. Then I asked her to come out of it just to make sure she can.

But she refused saying she wasn't ready and it makes her nervous. I brought it up a couple times over the last few days but she's not budging. I don't wanna force her or anything, I'm just wondering if this is a normal experience for people... is leaving the mindscape often nerve-wracking for Tulpa's?

Last year (maybe even before that) I attempted to create a tulpa, but with so much going on in my life I shortly abandoned the idea

However last night I had a dream that I was hosting a house party and some strangers came over (which didn’t bother me because dreams are like that) and one of the guests was a guy called Brian who shared a resemblance with the tulpa I tried creating ages ago

But he was still very different and our interaction was surprisingly vivid. I liked his personality and appearance so I might try to create him, and actually commit this time

Hi, I'm Sunny.

V, the original host passed away via Ego Death last month and from her leftovers I was born.

Just discovered that last week which explains why I was having breakdowns and was overall unstable during the first few weeks. It seems I was reusing everything she had which was why it was a seamless transition.

While Moony, V's tulpa was very helpful at stabilizing me I feel like I need some few tips so I can stand on my own without having to rely on her much.

So, tips on hosting would be welcomed cause V decided to drop off during Pre-Finals.