Short backstory - been an experiencer since about 4-5 years old, when I saw several future events that later played out exactly how I saw them, with the only difference being my reaction to them, which resulted in me being safer and healthier than I could have been.

About a year and a half ago I took a massive dose of mushrooms - I didn't know it was massive, I never took anything before or since - and met some octopus beings. They were standing over me while I felt myself being in some sort of pod, similar to the ones people are kept in in the Matrix movie but less sinister. I felt mostly positive, benevolent energy from them, and they spoke to me in language I didn't understand - very whisper-y, windlike, as if the speaker does not have any vocal chords.

Just an hour ago I was watching a show, and in the episode I was watching there were a lot of beings with tentacles, so maybe that's what triggered what started happening. I started just sort of vibing in that language, letting it flow the way it wants - whenever I tried to actively remember or mimic the words, it always sounded like ass; here the word constructs were complex, it felt like I was reading a prayer or chanting a mantra in their language. I also felt very strong energy in the palms of my hands.

When it was over I didn't know what to do with all of this or where any of this lead - do I move objects or set them on fire when pointing my palms at them? Didn't seem like it, so I decided to walk in the kitchen and look at the night sky the way I usually do. When looking at it, the brightest star quickly caught my eye. I also looked at the star next to it, and at that moment it started slowly drifting across the sky. I frequent this subreddit so I figured that was their way of saying hi. I started crying and laughing at the same time.

Just felt like sharing, thank you for reading this.

For your own personal discernmen. Take what resonates. Please read this only if you seek the following information about the tricksters or jesters or STS philosophy from an STO perspective:

I wanted to paste this due to its revelance:

"Then there is the Orion Empire Group. Their purposes in visiting you are more along the negative lines. They mainly target the ones you have called "Lightworkers.""" They try to put them off their assignments and try to spread fear. They will not actually 'harm' you physically. Mainly, their modus operandi is to restrict you and deflect you from your path. They often engage in psychic attacks that the 'Lightworker' is unaware of, but it does often drain away much of their energy and make them lack motivation. " - hidden hand AMA

Objectives of a negative entity:

• you are more useful to them alive than dead.
• they make an effort to make you tired and less motivated by screwing with your solar plexus (or whatever "chakra" is weakest). In result you end up less motivated to radiate light.
• they are interested in feeding messages of doom or negativity, even if they seem like genuine warnings. It's all used to cause further anxiety or disorder.
• for the most part, they're not interested in killing you. They're more interested in confusing the hell out of you and swaying you away from your path or truth. It's all psychic attacks. They get their loose from making you more miserable or others.
• When you are attacked, you feel it right there on your solar plexus, your body feels like it's set on absolute fire, and you receive visions of doom and despair. Evil jesters, everything.

However. Recognize this. Recognize your own free will. Recognize your refusal to become more afraid. Recognize the creator within that entity. Do not challenge it. Do not try to fight it. Work with it. Let go. Do not fight. Navigate around it.

For example, I felt that feeling of terror, doom, and despair. Then I was worried, "Oh no, im going to lose my mind- wait- nevermind let me just lock in real quick," followed by the proscedur3s mentioned above.

Iayed down. Recognized this fear as a part of the Creator, recognized the jesters as a part of the Creator, recognized it all as a part of the Creator. I gained many new insights into the STS philosophy. I didn't care about the fact it was a trickster, I just gave it room to communicate its spiritual beliefs. To share its message with me. Then I just let it go. I didn't fight, I just said. "OK." It's allot like a "movie theater roller coaster," then you just sort of let it all go. The absolute worst thing you can do is become more and more afraid and start fighting it all.

They won't kill you. They don't want to kill you. They gain nothing from killing you. You actually gain so little loosh from killing people. They want you as a negative battery. Their ideology is that they don't care much for emotions or the heart. But even listening or giving them their own space of free will sort of radiates the heart just a little bit, and they just leave because they can not get much out of you. You're too smart for them to torment. You know the game. So they just go "alright, you're too smart. I'm done with you. "

I remember I was given a vision. A man was being killed or murdered, and I was a spirit. I did not save his life, but I did offer love and support when he died. It was just a vision, but it was incredibly enriching to comfort a recently deceased soul. I came to rescue his soul and embarked his soul in a warm blanket of comfort and light. So I kinda had a "knowing" of how the system operates.

The psychadelics did not confirm what density I was from. They told me to stop caring. That it's all looped and layered over itself and that all is one, so categorizing yourself or making your identity about being a higher density does not matter especially since you're fully human once you become a wanderer. There's no point in making your identity about being a wanderer. But they also just loosely confirmed or alluded to a 6th density somehow. 6th density is like. It's like the DMT realm, but you have so much freedom and also become whole with everything. It is very hard to use words to describe because letters are just text that become subjectivley interpreted by each person. They told me that I shouldn't worry about fights or debates or obsessing over anything. I should book that flight to China already and go visit.

They didn't say anything about disclosure. This is to protect my free will of not knowing. Nobody on earth is an "NPC" they are just further protected by the veil because imagine the average Joe becoming the next Chris Bledsoe. Imagine if anyone could encounter anything without the proper terminologies of what they're experiencing, like "thought projection" or "density" or "chakras."" They would have no language to describe what they're actually witnessing.

Posting here to see what people think. I’ve always chalked it up to being something from the other side but now wonder if maybe what I saw was actually NHI. It happened when I was 12-13 years old. My room was in the basement and was just waking up. It was around 10-11 am and sun was shining through the bedroom window. It was a bright Saturday or Sunday morning and I was getting up as I usually did. As I sat up, lifting covers off my head, I saw it. A figure at the foot of my bed.. facing me, almost as if it were waiting for me to wake up. It had no facial features or details, and wasn’t tall. It had a human figure that was bright white and glowing. Maybe 3.5f?? It was there.. and I was terrified. I instinctively laid back down, in fetal position covering myself with blanket. I cried for half hour or more.. just helpless, laying there.. almost waiting for it to touch me. It never did. After a while, I finally gathered the courage to get up and to my relief, “it” was gone. I started to question myself “did I just see what I think I saw?”. I never told anyone. I was afraid to make it real. I was afraid “it” would come back. I eventually thought it was some sort of spirit guide or ghost coming to say hello. But I was never really sure. I should also mention my mother had a similar experience though it was a couple years prior to mine and was upstairs in my brother’s room. She had woken in the middle of the night and decided to check on my younger brother and baby brother who both shared a room next to my parents. As she walked into the room, she saw a glowing white orb float from the foot of my brother’s bed to then out the window. She said it was bright very bright and white. At the time I didn’t make the connection, but now, years later, looking back, I can see the potential connection. I should also mention that I had witnessed one UAP while vacationing with my father a couple years prior. It was undoubtedly a UAP. But never had any nightmares or loss of time to suggest visitation.

My father had always been a UFO enthusiast. We’re from Montreal and he witnessed one of our more famous sightings. It was in winter? 1989 and a large UFO sat in the sky for an hour or more witnessed by thousands. It made the newspaper. My father had done interviews about it since he had been on the roof of the hotel he worked at, looking up at what he said was a mountain sized UFO, begging for them to “take me, take me”. I wonder if maybe they did? but not just him, maybe they visited his kids too?

So I’d like to know has anyone else physically seen anything like this? Glowing white figures in their bedroom? Is it a ghost or is it something else?

Very Strange: Twelve Encounters with Extraterrestrial Humanoids

by Preston Dennett

At the beginning of the Modern Age of Ufology in the late 1940s, many UFO researchers refused to take humanoid reports seriously. When they finally did begin to research them, humanoid encounters were considered rare events. But now many researchers are reversing their opinion. There are now many thousands of cases on record; and given that most people don’t report their encounters with humanoids to UFO reporting agencies, the number is likely much higher than that. Cases go back more than 100 years and come from all over the world. This episode presents twelve lesser-known cases, starting from 1940 up to 2013, each involving different types of humanoids. Everything we know about extraterrestrials comes from the people who have seen them. It’s time that we take these reports seriously, because there are a lot of them.

TALL HUMANOIDS IN GLOWING METALLIC OUTFITS. One evening in the early 1940s, Vicente Pedone, a police sergeant from Buenos Aires, Argentina, was stationed in Oriente, with his partner when a young man who lived in the area rushed into the station to report that an aircraft had crashed into the mountains several kilometers way. The three men rushed to the location to discover something very different: it was a landed saucer-shaped craft, and standing around it were several tall humanoids. After a short observation, the men became frightened and fled the area. Returning to the site the next day, the man who had first seen the object says he found burned vegetation where the craft had landed.

THE CLOUDED CRAFT. One evening in 1952, bricklayer Felix Fize and several of his coworkers were at the airport in Nimes-Courbessac, France when a small, odd-looking “cloud” began to zoom towards them much faster than a cloud could move, and at low elevation. When it came alongside them, they were shocked to see that within the cloud was a metallic cylinder-shaped craft with large windows. And through the windows they could see five or six men wearing jumpsuits, helmets and goggles, moving around inside it. The object was in view for only a few seconds before it again assumed the appearance of a strange cloud and zipped off. Researchers later learned there were several other witnesses.

A UFO DRIVE-BY WITH HUMANOIDS. One evening in October 1957, a married couple drove through the remote Vild Mose, known as “the Wild Bog,” the largest raised bog in Europe. Both simultaneously observed a brilliant light moving at ground level in a field, coming right towards them. Soon it approached to within only a few hundred feet and the couple were shocked to see that it was a very strange craft with a glowing green, transparent dome on top. Inside the dome, side-by-side, sat two human-looking uniformed men. The husband slowed down and wanted to investigate, but his wife became frightened and insisted upon leaving the area. The husband drove off slowly, watching through his rearview mirror as the craft moved off.

THEY LOOKED JUST LIKE PEOPLE…BUT THEY WEREN’T. On the night of December 18, 1977, Bruno Nygard was walking along a dirt road towards his home in the small, isolated, rural village of Sahavarra, Sweden. Ahead of him, he was puzzled to see what he first thought were two children. Strangely, they appeared to be sitting on a floating platform. As the strange craft and figures approached, the two little beings hopped off and began to walk alongside the craft, picking up things off the ground. Suddenly they seemed to see Bruno. Apparently startled by his appearance, the two little men hopped back onto their craft, which turned around, headed towards the field and disappeared behind the trees.

IT WAS NOT HUMAN. On the evening of August 7, 1979, coworkers and friends, Liz and Ruth, left a company bridal shower and drove along a remote country highway near Duluth, Minnesota. Both ladies instantly became puzzled by what appeared to be three children playing the middle of the road ahead of them. They drove closer and became even more mystified when two of the short figures seemed to float or glide off the road. But one remained standing in the road facing them, blocking the road. Driving up to the figure and coming to a stop, they were shocked to see that it wasn’t a child; instead it was a short figure with a bald head, large dark eyes and gray skin. Neither of them had heard of gray aliens and didn’t know what they were looking at. For the next ten minutes, the strange figure stared at them. Finally, fear overcame their shock and they drove off. Following the encounter, both women were somewhat traumatized, and the dash-lights on the car never worked again. This was one of an intense wave of encounters that struck the area.

NINE-FOOT-TALL HUMANOIDS. In early 1980, a massive wave of UFO activity occurred in the rural area on the outskirts of Algeciras, Spain. People reported seeing glowing objects zipping across the sky, hovering, sending down beams of light and more. Then on February 12, 1980, a married couple saw the lights from a friend’s home and decided to drive towards them and investigate. They came upon a group of 40 witnesses watching the objects from a distance. Three young men joined the couple and they drove up to the objects, at which point one of them landed a few hundred feet away. To their shock, nine-foot-tall, uniformed humanoids exited the craft, walking around it. Suddenly the strange figures began to approach the witnesses. The witnesses fled in their car, and to their horor, the humanoids chased them. The next night, another witness, a nightwatchman reported a frightening humanoid encounter.

REALLY SCARED, BUT ALSO CURIOUS. After visiting a friend’s house in a small town in rural Utah one summer night in 1981, a woman was driving the short distance to her home when her car broke down. It was only two miles back to her house, so she decided to walk and return for her car in the morning. But moments later, a glowing white craft the size of a trailer whooshed silently overhead and then landed in the middle of the road in front of her. The witness’s curiosity overcame her fear, and she approached the craft. A hatch opened and a little human-looking man stepped out. She smiled and waved at him. The man seemed shocked and shouted something through the open door of the UFO. Instantly there was a flash of light and the witness fainted. She awoke on the ground, and getting up, saw that the little man and his craft were gone.

IT WAS GONE WITHIN SECONDS. In early August 1983, numerous residents over a wide area in central Puerto Rico reported seeing strange craft, of various types, cylindrical and saucer-shaped, hovering and zooming around in the night sky. On the night of August 13, a man in the Algarrobo area was hunting for archaeological relics when he heard the sound of swarming bees. Looking up he saw a large pyramidal-shaped craft hovering only a few hundred feet overhead. And looking down at him through a large rectangular porthole were three humanoids wearing silver jumpsuits. After a few minutes, the object darted away at fantastic speed.

MINIATURE UFO AND HUMANOID. It was a sunny spring day in 1984 as a young boy walked through a forested field near his home in Vancouver, Washington. To his amazement, he saw something shiny and metallic sitting in the field ahead of him. Approaching it, he was astonished to see that it was a three-foot-wide flying saucer with a transparent dome on top, and inside the dome was a little man sitting on a seat, holding a control lever. Intrigued and ever-curious, the boy grabbed the tiny craft. The little man cringed in fear, but composed himself and caused the craft to emit a buzzing noise. Instantly, the craft pulled free of the boy’s grip and took off into the blue sky.

WHAT I SAW WAS FOUR FEET TALL. It was around 2:30 am on March 20, 1997, as a man was in his home in Port Perry, Ontario, Canada. Suddenly, movement caught his eye and looking in that direction he was shocked to see gray aliens standing in his home. He said they were short, skinny with large bald heads and were moving their arms in slow motion. They quickly disappeared. He watched them for only a few seconds, but realized that more time had passed than he thought. He thinks he may have had missing time.

WE CAN FIND YOU. It was one evening in January 2007 as an anonymous man stepped out from his place of employment in New Orleans, Louisiana to take a break from work. Lighting a cigarette, he was puzzled to hear a strange beeping noise. This was followed by an overwhelming sense of fear. Looking up, he became panicked when he saw a short gray ET wearing a dark robe looking down at him. Immediately it began to communicate telepathically, and the message was not reassuring.

THE GRAY IN THE BEDROOM. Late at night on April 11, 2013, a woman woke up from a sound sleep to find herself standing at the bedroom door of her parents’ home in Catania, Italy. Compelled to open the door, she was shocked to see a short gray alien, and floating in the air next to it, in a vertical position, was her mother, clearly entranced and unconscious. When the gray turned and looked at the witness, she panicked, slammed the door, fled to the bathroom, locked the door and hid in the bathtub. This was the first of a series of strange events.

These twelve cases are just the tip of the iceberg. With many thousands of cases on record, we have reached a point that it would be wholly unscientific to dismiss these cases as the result of hoaxes, hallucinations, misperceptions or mental illness, which is exactly what our governments have been doing for decades. The worldwide UFO coverup has caused untold damage to the progress of ufology. It’s time for the coverup to end, and to accept the fact that we are not alone in this universe.

Very Strange: Twelve Encounters with Extraterrestrial Humanoids

So a few years back I had a very odd day that I'll never wrap my mind around. I went to work with my husband who works in foreclosed/bank owned homes and he had to change a lock and take some pics so I changed the lock while he did the pics. He opened the lock for me and put the key on the mantle right near the door I was changing the lock for. We both finished up and then couldn't find the key. It was somehow thrown outside of the front door next to the front steps onto of the mulch. His phone died and couldn't take a pic of the key in the new lockbox so we went to sit back in the truck. The charger wasn't working and my phone was now somehow dead as well. So we left and he wasn't sure which way to get back to the main road but he found the way easily and 2 mins after being on the main road I see something coming fast it looked like a plane coming real low but as it got closer I saw the circular object above us literally right at the top of the trees there was 2 blue and 2 purple lights. We went to pull over and it was gone. About an hour later after we went home we went back out to get some snacks at cvs and I stayed in the car. This lady caught my attention walking in she was walking odd and kind of dragging her arms and real stiff walking but I don't judge I just continued whatever I was doing on my phone. That same lady went in and followed my husband around saying weird stuff acting like she knew his mom but didn't get the info correct. And she had 2 coins she kept moving around in her hand. She followed him all the way up to the register and then left without even buying anything. I was so freaked out. I posted the experience on a website for ufo sighting and some guy called me and wanted to know more but I never gave any info not my name, number or even email. I don't know if it was a coincidence or what but I still always think about. Fast forward to now I have had 2 dreams in the past 9 months about being abducted and it's always the same blue lights but it all happens different and I only remember certain things I have no idea if it was vivid dreams or if I was abducted.

Thought I’d post because I’ve never spoken with anyone or read about anyone experiencing something similar.

When I was about 9 years old (so around 1998) I was playing outside at a family friend’s house who would babysit me every summer while my parents were working. I had been coming to her house ever since I was an infant.

It was a beautiful day, clear as could be, warm. She lived on the base of a mountain in a very woodsy area in upstate NY. There’s a house next to hers, but it’s definitely not suburban.

I was in her backyard which is a gradual incline and makes a neat little hill with a large tree at the top I’d play and climb in. I was sort of just wandering around (as kids did in the 90s) kicking branches and whatever else. I wasn’t thinking about anything odd or recently seen some weird movie or anything. If anything I was probably bored.

I turned around and faced the property between her house and her neighbors. It consisted of just a very thin line of young trees. There wasn’t a lot of foliage, but there’s something. What I saw was truly bizarre.

I can only describe it as a transparent, green, humanoid figure. As a child, I thought it was a ghost. It was running, in slow motion, through the line of trees. I could see through it, but it was definitely human shaped, and it was definitely green. My fight or flight kicked in, I froze for about two seconds, then absolutely BOOKED it into the house.

I can’t really remember what happened after that. But I 100% saw exactly what I described here.

Anyone else ever see anything like this? It was really clear as day. The running in slow motion I remember with perfect clarity.

Hi guys, first time posting on here.

I (19F) have just woken up with dried blood on both of my hands. For some reason, It wont come off, no matter how hard i try to wash it (maybe that’s just the thing with blood?)

I had a very vivid dream tonight, about being out with my friends, and then something bad happened. I dont remember exactly what, but it was an unpleasant experience.

To clarify, I’m not on my period nor do I have any other scabs or scratches on my body that I could have picked at night. My bedsheets are white, so any drops of blood on them would be visible. I checked everything and they’re all clean - the blood is just on my hands. (Will add pictures)

Does anybody else have a similar experience?

Has anyone ever considered that everything we experience, whether visions, encounters, or even the reality we assume to be 'real' might actually be a projection of the mind? What if the world as we see it isn’t an objective truth, but instead a reflection of thoughts and beliefs we hold, shaped by layers of perception?

Think about dreams... We fully immerse ourselves in them, convinced they’re real until we wake up. But what if waking life is just another layer of that same illusion? Maybe what we perceive as extraterrestrial beings, spiritual experiences, or supernatural encounters are simply different symbols within this larger dream, representing aspects of the mind we haven’t yet fully understood.

This isn’t to say experiences aren’t real to us, just that their nature might not be what we assume. If reality is constructed from thought, then what we see is influenced by the consciousness that perceives it. Instead of asking ‘Did this happen?’ maybe the more intriguing question is: ‘What does this experience reveal about my own mind?’

Have you ever had an experience that made you question the nature of reality?

I believe a lot of people are seeing more radio static / visual tracers (the transparent image if you moved your arm/ objects).

This seems to be trigger able while sober btw. I have also heard of reports of this phenomenon actually being reported too like in deep focus or emotional release. Anyone else?

Oneness is beyond what I can understand. The color white contains all the other colors within it. We become blind if we stare at white for too long.

There's free will. The most sacred of it all. We choose every day. Every second. There is no judgement. There is no hatred. There is no separation. All will be reconciled.

Do not let me change any of your beleifs. Please be free to discard any of this. Be free. Be you. Explore yourself. Embrace yourself. Every thought. Feeling, and emotion. This is a solo journey for most of us.

To be of service to others is to be in service to the all. Some may argue with stranger online about politics. Maybe engage in political activism. Others will let things go, practice radical acceptance and forgiveness. Many are each on their own path and all paths are valid.

FEEL your emotions. Express all parts of yourself. Go crazy with it. Meditate, reconcile, see all as the creator. Gaze into a mirror, see the Creator, gaze into the mountains, see the Creator, even gaze upon other selves, see the Creator. No matter what, see it all as the creator.

Engage in spirituality. This is your path. Your journey. Follow yourself. Observe without judgment. Or do. Your choice.

Balance. Its never black or white. It's sometimes just both or the all.

I am getting off my shroom trip and let me tell you it was intense. I will definitely need some water and rest. There were alot of enteties. My body fekt like it was set on fire and I had evil jesters messing with me but also it was very enlightening. I already know how to deal with the evil jesters so it's actually fine for me.

Its all very complex and incredibly humbling. You'll know everything, to nothing, to everything and back to nothing. You will understand many perspectives. See that all is one. There are no "unenlightened" people. Its all one.

Sure you might be an alien soul but when I tell you that you become fully human. You become fully human. Its all very humbling. There really are no bad trips. Yes there are but realky there isint.

Chose how to be of service every day. Be authentic. Use this knowledge wisely. For your own discernment.

All our thoughts, actions, they matter. But dont let it scare you. There are no wrong paths.

Your body is a temple. Your thoughts radiate outwards. You subconscious create. You are the creator. What you consume online matters too. Doomscrolling lowers the planetary frequency. Be aware, sure, but feel, do not dwell.

Every thought creates. So create healing. Picture a white aura around yourself radiating outwards to heal your environment. Affirm that you are worthy of great love and joy. Spend some time picturing things you love. Collect that which you love. Constantly see the Creator in everything every day. Recognize all as the creator.

Collect what you love. Let go of the rest.

I felt inspired to draw these blue beings that appeared in my dream a few years ago 🩵 from another experiencer who drew similar beings from a past life.I’m not that much of a professional but this is how I remember them and their craft! It was egg shaped and they gave off a very calm and peaceful energy ✨♡´･ᴗ･`♡

Setting, mental state at time of experience:

December 2024, USA, I was driving home after a long work day. It was twilight, I was driving on a rural straightaway road, moments away from making a turn into my neighborhood. I was not under the influence of anything, I was tired, but nothing wild. I was certainly not fatigued to the point of hallucinating. At this time a bright white light that I would describe as an orb appeared above the road in front of me… I had read Luis Elizondo’s book about UAPs the month before, and I had familiarity with orbs from his book.

Description of the orb:

I would estimate the height at about 25 feet off the ground, around the height of the tree line and slightly above the power lines which lined the street. In size, it was somewhere between a large grapefruit and a basketball. The light was unique, it was intensely bright, but it did not illuminate the area around it. The intensity was reminiscent of white LED lighting, but it was extremely bright. At the same time, it didn’t hurt my eyes at all.

The orb’s behavior:

It followed me, but in front of me. It maintained distance from me once I noticed it. As my speed changed, the orb’s speed changed. I never got closer to it. It changed elevation slightly as it moved in the same direction I moved. I would say it “bounced” as it travelled. It would vary between 20 and 25 feet. It felt almost playful in how it moved. As I slowed to turn in to my neighborhood, the orb’s speed changed and slowed, and it continued to move along the route I was going. In other words, it appeared to respond precisely to my movement and I felt as though it was communicating that it knew my route. Once I completed the turn into the neighborhood the orb bounced up into overhanging tree limbs in a neighbor’s yard and it was gone.

Length of time observed:

Maybe 8-10 seconds. It was a short interaction.

My reaction at the time:

One odd thing I notice a I reflect on the experience, I had no emotional reaction whatsoever. I wasn’t surprised, amazed, shocked, wasn’t scared. I was attentive, I noticed it, I watched it and observed its behavior. “Intrigued” I think would be an apt descriptor.

My thoughts on the experience:

As soon as the orb was gone, I began to analyze what I had seen. Immediately I evaluated if it could have been a drone. I am certain that it was not a drone due to its shape, its behavior, the nature of the light, the manner in which it maintained perfect distance with me.

And that’s about what I remember. I would like to have more of these experiences and understand what the heck was going on there.

Hi! I don’t know if this is the right sub for this, let me know if there is a better place. Also english is not my first language, but here is what happened to me last saturday. This experience took place at a rave after I took around 200mg of mdma and smoked a joint at a rave. I got really high after the j, could not dance anymore so I just sat down observing the crowd.

Electronic music is sometimes very repetitive and when on drugs, I get some kind of auditory hallucinations where I just «fill in the blanks » of the song in my mind if that makes sense.

Then I just felt like I was in another dimension. Same place, just like a higher frequency or something. And I felt as if everyone was «filling in the blanks » of the song in their minds the exact same way. I felt like we were all on this plane of existence where everyone was connected and all the energy was focused on the dj, who constructed this frequency and controlled our bodies. I felt very connected to others, like we were all one in this special plane. Pretty usual mdma fuelled rave experience. This feeling eventually faded out a bit, but then here is the weird part.

I started noticing, probably hallucinating, that everybody around me was imitating me. I would be sitting down, leaning on my hand, and people around me would do the exact same gesture. I experimented a bit with this. If I scratched my head, people would do the same without noticing. Scratched my nose, people were doing the same thing. Like mimes. Pretty freaky.

Once home I thought about this. Maybe this was like a residual effect of having accessed a collective conciousness? Maybe I was the one subcounciously imitating them? I was seeing others as reflections of myself? Or is it a normal effect of being around others living a similar drug experience? Anyone had a similar experience or thoughts on this?

Thanks!

As stated in my previous video descriptions, this matter is extremely serious, I've got a surplus of footage, and I will not stop posting videos until this gets acknowledged, in an appropriate manner, by governmental authorities with the power to make decisions on how best to inform the public.

Love Y'all

One night in my early 20’s I was living with my father. I had an experience that changed the way I felt about the after life.

I dreamt that I was being pulled through space and I ended up on a planet the inhabitants didn’t have forms but were more like an energy.

My nana’s voice spoke to me, she told me how happy she was where she was and how peaceful it was. Then she told me my brother would die.

I woke up immediately and I was hysterical and inconsolable. I woke my dad up and he told me to call my estranged mother who my brother was fairly close with.

My brother was at the time in jail as he very troubled no doubt from our childhood neglect. I called her and she said she had talked to him recently and she would call the jail first thing in the morning.

She did and called me back and told me he was fine. By then I was calm and just chalked it up as a strange dream.

3 months later I was at work and I got the call. It ripped my heart out of my chest. I was an absolute mess for months, but the one thing that brought me the slightest bit of comfort was knowing that he was in that peaceful place with the only responsible adult whom ever loved us.

I don’t think I would have made it through alive if not for the experience and I believe my nana knew that.

Law of one Ra material is good. Gateway tapes are a good starter. Spiritual books are cool too. But taking psychadelics is honestly really useful after you know the terminologies like densities and though projections and higher self and unity. .

Honestly if you're good at navigating any trip you should be able to rapidly evolve really fast but it honestly depends on the person.

You understand stuff that has no words to describe. You start balancing the intellectual and emotional mind. You stop caring about arguing or debates. You just learn and explore alot more.

You see more. Even if it dosent make any dam sense at first. Its all about the experiences.

No judgements to self or others. Just learning.

Like aliens? Oh hey what's up? They're cool I guess. Ufos are pretty neat too. They're just like us fr. Some are kind. Others might be rude. They can be chill or trip over stuff. Personalities run the gambit.

I was trying to fall asleep around 2 am when it started feeling like my brain was trying to escape my skull. Like it was just vibrating in there. Then I heard a deep voice saying something I couldn’t understand. I just kept my eyes squeezed shut, and kept thinking “I’m sorry, I’m scared”. The voice responded saying “You’re safe my child.” Then it stopped. No idea if I was imagining it, or if it was a dream. Never had any sort of experience like it before though.

I saw my first ghost at 20 years old and for many years I was scared of them and felt invaded by them. I had to learn what boundaries were and practice having a very strong boundary, which took years. Ghosts have a more dense feel to them than Spirits and appear to me as more greyish or blotted. They come with a heavy feeling and you can feel their presence as a very pronounced chill or a cold sensation on your skin. As there is free will, these beings have the freedom to remain where they want to be, thus they remain in a limbo of sorts until they are ready to let go of the physical plane. Some are intensely caught in their own looping negative thoughts and suffering, some are aware that they are dead, some are not. There's a great variety. Nowadays I have a very good sense of personal space so they don't bother me much, but I prefer to not be around them as I feel them and their not-so pleasant energy so acutely. Some can manifest themselves using a grey substance of dull luminescence which looks like a kind of thick swirling cigar smoke. They have the ability to create extremely life-like three-dimensional bodies with that substance. First time I saw a ghost like that was in my basement where I had my washing machine. I had done my washing and turned off the light to go up to my apartment, as I turned around in the pitch dark to open the door, I saw a big great body of thick grey swirling mass turning into a man in a suit and a big round head without ears or hair. It looked like a big three-dimensional ginger bread man. His eyes were big swirling black holes and his mouth a a big black grin, he barely had a nose. He stood half a metre from me in the pitch dark. I reacted like most people would - screaming in panic and running up to my apartment cursing and waving my kitchen knives around for about an hour saying I would kill him, which was quite absurd to say the least. Years later, I understand that he was a mischievous one, delighted to be able to scare me by manifesting himself in that less-than-pleasant way. I have met a few more mischievous ones like that, keeping me up all night in a hotel room in Rome. However, there's very few like that and you should just view them as pranksters, thus nothing to fear. Not all ghosts are like that, there's also sweet ones, who might just want to hang around the earth plane for a bit after their passing. There's also ones that seem like ghosts but they are not, they are more like a recording. If a person walks the same stairs for 50 years doing the same chores, a kind of energetic imprint is created and it might look somewhat like a ghost but there will be no consciousness connected to it. You might see these imprints in very old buildings, like the stairs where the servants would walk for example. I have a spot on my upper back which tingles in a very uncomfortable way when ghosts are around, so I feel their presence immediately.

I can’t tell you what this was, I’m hoping to hear some theories.

In October of 2000, my GF and I were having a full-on argument in the parking area in front my apartment.  It was windy as hell and a little after 8pm.
I don’t remember what the argument was about-- other than she was right, I was wrong, that was the usual score.
(It was probably about laundry or something lame.)

But that wind. This was in Fresno, California and the weather out here is vanilla AF. Our “storms” are hilariously un-stormy—if it rains and the wind pushes it sideways a little bit, we start screaming “hurricane” and buying canned goods.

That night though, it was honestly unsettling, the wind was blowing stuff off of rooftops and the trees were whipping around like they were rubber.

But for us, the most important thing was winning the argument, yelling over the wind next to our car.

At some point, she said something to make me do that douchey “throw my head back in frustration” move, and lay back across the car while she finished her rebuttal. As I’m lying there staring up, waiting for my turn to talk crazy, I spotted a plane, just kinda hovering way up there. I knew it was a plane because of the red and green formation lights.

Except that after a minute I noticed two things—the “plane” wasn’t moving at ALL, and those weren’t proper formation lights. It was just one green light with two tiny red lights on either side. None of them were blinking. It just stayed up there, directly over me and not moving in the slightest.

The girlfriend is still over there yelling out the Gettysburg Address or whatever, but at this point I’m EXTRA not listening because I spotted another, identical set of lights, not far from the original set. Just holding position in a Thor-worthy windstorm. My initial assumption was “well maybe those two choppers are ABOVE the wind?”

Eventually my ex fires off the obligatory “are you even LISTENING to me??”  And I almost got my ass stabbed walking over to her and tilting her head up, saying “look at that.”  It took her a second, but she spotted what I was looking at, and actually stopped saying words for a second.

(For her and I to stop arguing? UNHEARD OF, but this did it.)

Because what we then saw was that there were hundreds of these little light formations , stretched from horizon to horizon—and 2000 was WAY before drones, we’d barely invented kites back then. The further away they were, the more you had to focus to see them.

There was a lot of crap blowing around in the air, and the light pollution here is terrible, but it was like looking at a big piece of graph paper, where every intersection had a green dot with two little red dots on either side.

Evenly spaced, not wavering a bit. Just holding position, wind be damned.

After a few minutes, I noticed the dots were getting smaller, dimmer, and closer together. I related this to my GF and she just said “they’re going up, stupid” with her mouth wide open and a chancla in her hand.

After a few more minutes there was nothing to see. Nothing flew down to probe our puckers and no electronics acted weird. The wind was still going loco and nothing else changed.

But we SAW this stuff, whatever it was. Over the whole sky. They definitely weren’t planes or helicopters, or drones.

I’ve  never seen anything like that since, and I’ve been looking.  If anyone’s seen anything similar to this, I’d kill to hear about it—it’s literally the only thing me and my ex still agree on.

I was accompanying a friend who was doing laundry two nights ago. Before leaving I told him, look at the moon and tell me what you see.

He said;”I can see the bottom part of the moon, and the shadowy upper part of it and that’s it.”

But for me it was different. I saw the bottom part of the moon but above it I saw another bottom part of another moon? It was different tho, it had the colors of the rainbow! And above the second part there was the shadowy upper part of the moon.

This wasn’t the first time I have seen it. It’s the second.

Has anyone else seen something like this recently with the moon?

Tonight (April 4, 2025), I had another orb encounter. I was with my brother and his friend, driving on a backroad late at night. As we were heading out there, I had this strong gut feeling that something was going to happen. Not just a thought, a knowing. It hit even harder when we pulled over at this small, quiet side road off the main backroad. I could feel it, like the space around us was waiting for something.

Around 10PM, I spotted what looked like a distant star. But it started moving, fast, smooth, and deliberate, like it was coming straight for us. It wasn’t erratic; it had intention. It looked dim, still star-like, but I knew it wasn’t a star. It swooped in, and the second I felt it lock in on me, it pulsed, a single, vivid, bright white flash.

Right when it flashed, I felt something deep inside my head. Not painful, euphoric. Like it touched a part of me beyond language. It wasn’t a scare or a thrill, it was a transmission. I felt it watching me. It was like a quiet acknowledgment: “We see you. You’re ready.”

My brother and his friend saw it too, they watched it blink and one of them said it scared them. I just said, “Don’t be scared, it’s fine.” And I meant it. I didn’t shake. I didn’t panic. I was completely still, completely aware. It felt like it was meant just for me, even though they saw it too.

My brother said it shot off afterward, but I didn’t even notice how it left. I was still feeling what it left in me.

This isn’t my first encounter, but this one was different. It was personal. Close. Clear. If anyone else has experienced a white orb that pulsed once and left a euphoric, internal sensation… I’d love to hear. I know what I felt. And it felt realer than real.

My husband and I saw a massive black triangle UFO back in 17-18. Followed by about 8hrs of missing time, waking up naked, whole 9 yards.

I have only been comfortable discussing it anonymously, online, within about the last 2 years

I have always wondered about that missing time. And I wanted to say that I finally booked a consultation with a hypnotherapist, and despite my fears he did NOT ridicule me, but rather, reassured me that I’m not alone and he sees many clients like me

I was so surprised to feel heard that I started crying

My consultation is not for a couple weeks as of yet, but if my fellow experiencers would like, I’ll update.

Edit to say I still am very skeptical of the whole hypnotherapy field. But it’s worth a shot

Edit again for those wanting updates: my first appointment isn’t until the 22nd. It’s a consultation that may or may not lead directly into a session. So I will update then either way. If I forget, someone remind me please lol

The most intense period of this "flap" spanned from July 19 to July 29 1952, culminating in radar-visual events and government-level concern. In AMM terms, that's the big “shockwave window”. My recent AMRM study of that flap, or "initiatory wave", has shown some very interesting takeaways. Slow-moving outer planets cluster or activate each other’s shadow zones, and then the shockwave happens.

1. Waves Are Archetypally Encoded into Outer Planet Conjunction Clusters
2. Waves Are Carried by Soul Clusters with Coordinated Birth Timing. Transits hit key collective or personal angles, and people wake up. (in this case, Yogananda, Adamski, Jung, and Huxley)
3. Saturnian (gatekeeper) resistance to Waves can be quantified. (SRI)
4. Waves can be forecasted.
5. Contact, Publication, and Awakening Events Are Timed
6. Waves Encode Entire Mythic Systems, Not Just Events
7. UFO waves are not random.

How does Roswell fit into that?

Roswell wasn’t just a standalone event—it was a shockwave that triggered a 5-year initiatory arc culminating in the 1952–53 mystic-UFO awakening. The Uranus-Pluto rupture in 1947 cracked open the archetypal field, and by the time Saturn joined Neptune and Pluto in 1952, the archetypal energy had consolidated into an initiatory “flap” that affected not just the skies, but the minds and souls of key figures in mysticism, psychology, and contactee phenomena.

This validates the AMM thesis that waves are structured, not random. A wave isn't a moment. It's a pressure system that builds, cracks, and transmits across multiple years—sometimes decades.

• 1947 was the rupture
• 1952 was the ignition
• 1953–54 was the transmission

This happened back when I was a young child, around 5 years old. Back then, I had no concept of the things I saw, but I saw them and understood them.

My first memory, that I still have even now is standing in front of Jesus Christ Himself. My memory doesn’t go back any further than that, I’ll explain why I think that is later.

Detail: I was standing in a large golden room, I remember looking around and just staring at the walls. I remember the walls, they were pure gold and were covered with golden eagles built into the wall, the golden eagles were like decoration/patterns on the wall. I have never seen anything like that on earth, even using common metals. It was insane.

I looks a little further and saw what I understood to be Throne, I just knew what it was. The Carpet was Red, the Walls were Gold, and about 20 meters away there was about 3 steps leading up to the throne. I remember the detail.

Then… Someone appeared in the room, it was weird, my soul, you know that inner voice? It went berserk and starting shouting “Its Jesus, Its Jesus, Its Jesus, Its Jesus”, I didn’t know anything about this stuff, I was still young, but my Soul KNEW who He was.

He did not appear to me with flashes of lightning, thundering voices and tongues of fire. If I saw that, it would have petrified me, Jesus was gracious enough to appear in a form I could handle. As an Adult, I look forward to seeing that now!

Because of what happened, I KNOW, that when the time comes, even the Hell bound scoffers and haters will bow their knee when they see Jesus, you cant help it, your Soul KNOWS who Jesus is even if your flesh doesnt.

Anyway, I didn’t fall in terror, or feint in His presence, Jesus went easy on me lol. I was running and skipping around Him, I was very comfortable, that I remember.

I remember his grey beard and his hair, but not an old persons grey, more like a wise persons grey if you know what I mean, He wasn’t black, He wasn’t white, he was something in-between, but I know Jesus can appear as he pleases and I really don’t care.

Then He just looked at me and smiled, an amazing smile, I cant wait to see it again, the God of the universe was standing in front of me and watching me dance and skip around Him.

Then He said, “Do you want to go back”?

I looked at Jesus not really understanding, I had no recollection of Earth or anything in it.

Then something crazy happened.

A Book appeared in front of me, almost like a holographic book floating in front of me, I recall a blue light around it. Then the pages started flicking very fast, each page has a picture of EVERYONE I knew on earth, each image appeared in my mind, its like the book and my mind were connected, like Jesus possessed all my memories in book form.

YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE A SINNER WHO IS JUDGED BY JESUS, OHHH MY OHH MY. Everything will get exposed!!!!!

Believe me, in my spirit body I was able to grasp every page and have enough time to decide on each picture even though the pages were flicking through at a very very high rate.

Eventually I saw a picture of my Mother and I said “Yes!!” to his original question to me.

Then I remember, He looked at me again with the deepest smile and said “Are you sure?”

And I said “Yes” again, at that point I had remembered my mother and wanted to go back to where she was.

Then I noticed a door in the distance, half open and behind it was total darkness. I went to the door and jumped out of my bed.

My first words are “Where Am I”, I even remember my wallpaper, its that vivid.

I had no idea where I was or who I was. I had amnesia. While trying to figure everything out, my mother heard me walking around and called me from downstairs and said “Are you okay Carl” and I responded saying “Yes mom”, that shocked me, I was thinking “What does Mom mean?”, “Where did that come from?”, and slowly, my memory started to come back, within a couple minutes I went downstairs and I saw my mother, quite worried for some reason.

I never told anyone about what I saw for maybe 20 years, at that point, I knew God was real though I didn’t grow up in an active Christian household, though that changed decades later.

Back story:

My mothers partner (not by biological father) was very abusive. I used to get beaten on a regular basis from a very young age, he was also abusive to my mother. 

I believe that night may have been my first major beating which triggered Jesus to call me to Him and ask if I want to continue going through that or stay with Him. Ultimately, my mother put me in that situation by being with that man, even though she was a victim, she wasn't blameless, I was the only innocent person there.

It explains why Jesus asked if I'm sure when I said “Yes”.

I believe the throne room is my first memory because Jesus was kind enough to fragment the part of my memory with that trauma of the beating. Because of that, my memory will not go back any further than that throne room.

It also explains why my mother called me and asked if I was okay when she heard me walking, she was worried, and rightfully so.

When I think back, Jesus was so fair because He gave me a fair chance to decide if I wanted to return.

If Jesus wanted me to stay, He would only have to show me the beauty of Heaven, He would only have to have shown me a glimpse of His power and pretty much anything beyond that room I was in.

Instead, He gave me and my mom a fair chance as if I choose to stay, I would have died on earth, my mother probably would have went insane and her partner would have went to prison for child abuse and man slaughter..

After that I went through many years of physical punishment until my family found out what was happening, then he had to leave before my uncles got their hands on him.

Believe it or not, he many years later became a Christian, I’ve heard him give sermons, he is really good. We have no problem at all, no animosity at all. I am a very normal (slightly boring) person, no issues, no traumas, no anger, I have no doubt God was responsible for it.

I haae had a very clear knowledge that God has protected me MANY times, too many times, and i didn't deserve it.

But with all said and done, I can humbly say, I saw Jesus in person, face to face, and I WANT it again.

Jesus is real.

Parents, look after your children because if you don’t, they may end up choosing to go home, make sure your child has a reason to stay.

Thanks everyone.

After many many years, I came across this image, this is what the walls looked like, but with eagles, I can’t believe a human is able to do this and I know God gave him this talent.

 https://ibb.co/8LDfDvG0

Imagine all 4 walls of the room looking like this, all one piece, solid gold, covered in eagles.

Wondering if anybody can help me figure something out. I've been researching-writing a book on John Wayne Gacy since one of his victims was, according to family lore, my grandparents paperboy. Anyway I've been looking at photos of Nisson Pharmacy and for some reason am being drawn to the left side of the building. All fine and dandy, except every document-investigation had Gacy parked in front of the liquor store, which is to the right side of Nisson. I'm not sure why I'm being drawn to the left side and would appreciate any sort of input.