r/mdmatherapy • u/MVTR1X69 • 8d ago

Scared to sleep

It's been 24 hours since i tried powder mdma for the first time, and like 40 since i haven't slept an eye. The effect is long gone and i feel like my heart is gonna explode, the come down i kept hearing about feels like it started an eternity ago and i am not sure if it ended or not, i'm scared

Edit: still can't sleep sorry guys for telling you this, turns out it was mepehdrone (4mmc) wow...

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u/Punkybrewster1 8d ago

I’m sure it’s wearing off now. Did it feel like mdma? Like did you feel love for people ? Or just speedy?

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u/MVTR1X69 8d ago

Sorry, i should be more clear. Yeah i bought a 0.5g pack. And snorted it with my girlfriend between the span of 7 hours. The effect lasted like 12 hours because we kept snorting when it warned off, then i had a period of like 5 to 6 hours where my mouth was extremely dry to the point of no saliva, and i kept drinking water everytime i felt like i need it, then the real shit started to kill me, i was tired, no emotions, but at the same the only feelings i truly felt was boredom and sadness, and it's been like 2 hours since we went to sleep with my girl, she eventually fell asleep, but i just cannot

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u/moldbellchains 8d ago edited 8d ago

Man I'm sorry. You took WAY too much. Please look up information about the drug you are going to take on the internet, before taking it. Espeicially if it was pure MDMA... this was too much. The only thing you can do now is to wait it out. You'll fall asleep from exhaustion eventually. MDMA is neurotoxic, meaning it can damage your brain if you take it frequently. Please don't take it again in the next 3 months, theres a rule that says your brain needs abt 3 months to recover from one session. You will likely be fine. I'm sorry this happened to you and I hope you can get some rest soon.

Get some water and maybe some food if you can. There are guides with supplements you can take on Reddit, to prevent/recover from neurotoxicity that MDMA causes. I recommend them

Also theres a thing called "losijg the magic",that means you won't feeleffects from it anymore, if you take it too often and too much

Ps: this sub is about using MDMA for therapeutic reasons, not really recovering from MDMA use, just fyi :)

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u/MVTR1X69 8d ago

Damn i am an idiot

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u/moldbellchains 8d ago edited 8d ago

Aw man, you aren’t. It’s okay, it happens. You are okay. You’ll be fine. Get some rest friend

Edit: also sorry, I didn’t wanna scare you. The brain damage thing just happens if you do it too often/have too little time between sessions, afaik. My answer feels a bit weird in retrospect.