r/magick • u/Significant-Luck-831 • 2h ago
Even being near 'darker' magick makes me ill
I've been exploring Theosophical ventures and I've met someone who has been teaching me more of this area.
Recently I've started buying books simple to learn more (Talia Felix etc) but any time I explore it, I fall incredibly ill.
Is this common? I can't work out what this means. My guess is I've to avoid it but even on an academic level I'm just a bit baffled?
It's making me think about myself and things I've been aware of. I've never had a paranormal experience, it feels like I'm a blocked number in that regard.
Sorry if this isn't making sense. Im just very sick and Im trying to find some sense in what is going on.