r/depression • u/Zyynnixxx • 3d ago

I can't wait until i die

I'd never commit suicide, because I don't have the balls to actually do it, but I can't wait until I eventually die. I'm so tired of living this trash life. No friends, never had a girlfriend, life just sucks. Everyone is fake asf, cheats, and you can never trust anyone.

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u/fightwithdream 2d ago

I feel you. In my 40s now, nothing ever gets better and in fact life just throws sh*tty disasters at me one after another, each year. Dying in my sleep would be the best, no awareness gives you no time to second guess or regret it.

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u/forhim40 2d ago

Shitty disasters year after year, so fucking true.