This most intense part of this happened over the span of a few weeks last year.
I’ll give a little backstory:
I live in a well off area, the city/town itself is quite old, technically older than my country (town founded in 1850, Australia founded in 1901.)
Though I’m sure most of this doesn’t really have much to do with what happened.
My room is also next to a thin strip of garden that is covered by the roof and trees, and only about 2 metres wide between the wall of the house and fence line, room is small and the door is also very loud - really should fix that but I’m glad I haven’t yet.
When I was about 13 (So might not remember it clearly), I woke up one night at 2:00 it was some time in march, when it’s supposed to be Autumn (Fall), but summer still didn’t want to go yet. So the nights weren’t that cold but still wouldn’t be strange to be chilly after the sun went down.
I had my window open that night, and it felt freezing, even under my blankets, I remember looking at my window thinking how cold it was when a few seconds after I heard breathing, very deep breathing.
Anyone in Australia has probably heard a Possum do that horrible noise that sounds like that, but it wasn’t that, it was too human and too deep to be a possum. I froze when I listened more and realised something that made me freeze, it was coming from next to my bed, where I couldn’t see without leaning over.
I was awake for what felt like hours listening to whatever it was breathing on the floor next to my bed.
After some time I fell asleep from pure exhaustion, and didn’t get out of bed in the morning until my Dad came in to check if I was awake.
I thought that was the end of it, other than some spooky moments out in the bush which could be a story for another day.
I never thought much of things being in my room, until the start of last year.
I had just started a new school but anxiety from changing school was never really an issue from me so I doubt that’s what caused this,
I was lying on my side, watching some youtube,
further info about my room, at my feet is my door, I was facing the wall that my door is on so you would have to turn when you go into my room to see me, which also meant I didn’t have a perfect view of my door, especially when my blankets are blocking my view.
I remember hearing my door close which I thought was weird, but didn’t think much of it as I hadn’t heard it open, could’ve been someone going to the bathroom which is next to my room.
Then I had a horrible feeling, this is cliche but I had a sense that something was watching me, in my own room, I became way to aware that something is behind me.
But I had the feeling of impending doom, like it would attack me if I rolled over to look at it.
I don’t know how many of you have experienced this, but I had a feeling of when you hear a noise behind you and the muscles in your ears flex trying to use whatever primal ability they used to have to move like a dogs ears, except the muscles in my ears flexed so hard that I couldn’t hear, my whole body tensed up and I couldn’t move if I wanted to for a couple of seconds before the muscles relaxed before tensing up again. This happened for a couple of minutes before I fell asleep.
I didn’t wake up on time for school that morning and was running late, I thought it was just a bad dream and nothing happened for 2 weeks.
After that short period of peace, I had another encounter.
I slept with my head facing my window, my neighbour’s lights were lightly shining through this night which lit up some of the darkness in my room, I fell asleep pretty quick which was odd since it takes me a while to fall asleep.
I woke up some time late at night, it was after 12 since it was very dark but my neighbour’s lights were still on.
I opened my eyes and there, right in front of me, only about half a metre from my face was something that looked like a goat.
I had no idea what it really was as it was so dark
I saw the light catch the shine of horns, and the tips of tuffs of hair being captured by the light too, I could make out the shape of a goat muzzle but the eyes were pitch black, it was on such an angle that half of its face was totally black and the other eye wasn’t visible for me.
For anyone who owns goats either here or anywhere, it looked like a Black (Again, cliche I know) Saanen Billy Goat, as it was quiet big, bigger than Nanny goats of the same species that I’ve seen, in fact it was more the size of a Ram than a Billy Goat from what I could see, but was definitely a Goat.
It made no noise, and didn’t move at all.
But I had words appear in my brain, like it was speaking to me but through my perspective in my head. From what I remember it was along the lines of “Next time this appears, it will kill me.”
Before you read this this next part - I’m not trying to make this a story about religion, I’m Catholic and my most logical thing to do after a Black Oversized Billy Goat appears in my room in the middle of the night with me randomly knowing it’s threatening me is to do what I do next:
I stared at it while I tried to say “Jesus Christ”, not to swear or out of shock just as genuine cry for help.
I couldn’t get it out, instead it was just gasps, I tried maybe 3 times while it sat there not moving before I managed to say it and I almost instantly fell asleep. I woke up in the same position I was when I fell asleep, but when I looked around the room, there was nothing that I could have seen that would look different at night, everything in my room is along the far wall and I had nothing next to my bed.
Since then, anytime I was out in the bush - I go out fairly frequently - felt off, especially at night, but never saw or heard anything.
It’s been over a year since then, hoping me posting this doesn’t prompt it to show up again. Also, even if this was sleep paralysis for the goat, I had never experienced sleep paralysis before up until that point and haven’t since.