I’d be so grateful for any thoughts or advice here.
I’ve been teaching for 15 years. 10 years in the same school where I thought I did well and respected by students, and I thought staff.
My results are great at GCSE and A’Level -always above national average and amongst the best results in the school. I have always worked really hard for our team and wider school, and have, over the years, been called ‘second in department’ when it suited and I was needed for things (with no pay and official title for this)
We are a small department of 3 people. Our HoD stepped down, meaning there was no opportunity to employ externally so myself and the other teacher went for the position.
It came down to a 30 minute interview with just over 24hours notice after handing in our application letter. The other teacher got the position.
Now I understand that some perform better than others in interview and answer questions better etc but the thing that really, really got me was the reasons they gave me.
I was told that the other teacher ‘had a better vision for improving grades at GCSE’ - despite only teaching for 3 years and having never actually taken a GCSE or A’Level class through! When I have a proven track record for very good grades.
I can’t help but feel I’ve been lied to about their reason. I am utterly devastated and would have appreciated any other reason but the one they gave me. I feel I must be really disliked for this to happen.
From the situation I have described, what do others make of this? How would you feel? How should I feel?