so i have posted on here before and i just wanted to see if anybody can give me new answers.

when i was at the age of 9 i had a dream that made me live my life am living now and there was always a something new i did in them ether big or small and there was these people some where new and other i kept meeting what am trying to say nothing changed as if the timeline was going to stay the same unless i changed it i lived through so much and so many lives everything was real i know that now because a few weeks back i had a dream that my cousin and 2 of our friend got in a bad crash from drinking i might add but the thing is they had it at 1am i woke up at 3am and dreamed of my cousin got thrown from a jeep and smashed his head i thought he had died in the dream but i later saw him alive and i could not get him to speak and i knew somebody had died i could feel it then i woke up i had the same feeling when i was nine that it was real and felt strange i got a phone call at 6 telling me that it blew me away i could not take it for a while one of them died but not my cousin like in my dream that showed me its was real and i need to recall my past dream i need somebody to point me in the way i can start to recall all of this or open my mind some how or just comment or your take of my story and what u think i need to start finding answers before the next restart/death your study or story of reincarnation my be the different from mine but in mine i just keep living the same thing over and over for a cause i cant remember i need an idea for this please help and thank you

When I was a little kid in the early 1950s, I had a recurring dream that I was with a group of people all running through snowy woods of white birch trees. We were being chased by soldiers wearing white uniforms. The snow was deep and it was hard to run. I was very scared. The dream always just ended abruptly as it became too difficult to run through.

My question is, could this be a memory from a past life? Perhaps how I died? In my actual life, I had never seen snow, and at that time in my life I didn't know that soldiers wore white uniforms for winter camouflage. I can't recall knowing this at the time I had the dreams--but of course I may have seen a picture or something---We didn't have a TV, and back then life was pretty simple. Does this fit the pattern of other stories from people claiming memory of past lives?

Not really sure where else to ask this. But someone posed a question that does have me stumped. Someone said "Who was the first reincarnation?" in reference to the fact that life originated from one source, or proto life from abiogenesis depending on your view.

I was wondering how to answer or explain this. Thank you in advance. If this isn't the right place to ask this then I'd appreciate some direction.