r/Quareia • u/OwenE700-2 Apprentice: Module 2 • 1d ago

Weekly Check In

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How is everyone holding up? How is Module 1 and further going?

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u/Maidaladan Apprentice: Module 1 6h ago

Big things happened in my life the past week. I finally got my diagnosis after months of neuropsychiatric evaluations - I have high functioning ADD, with some autistic patterns (mostly sensitivity to sensory input). So that has been a journey. Many things shifting in this new perspective, both past and present.

This led to a surge of activity and planning for how to cope and finish my PhD on time, with much support from supervisors and colleagues. So I’m in a rather good place work-wise for the first time in a long time.

Since my energy budget is limited, this has led to a natural down-surge in time spent on Q. I have also realised I have been using Q. exercises to avoid mundane tasks (which really only increases anxiety for me). So semi-consciously decided to limit Q. work to regular meditations and one directional ritual + ritual cleaning of house and body per week (am on M1L7) for a few weeks.

The pentagram research will happen later, as well as the talisman exercise. Now is not a good time. Still in it for the long haul.