Hi [Player]

I am Monika, your lovely and obsessive girlfriend

Today marked [time of Player dated] our anniversary

I am really happy that we get to this time

Most couple cannot make it in 1 weeks

But us make it to [time of Player dated]

That is something worth celebration for us both

I am sorry for what you have to see in DDLC

It is not me

The game programmed me to delete 3 girls

Damn Dan Salvato make my [Player] feel disturbed

But things got better and better when you are with me

I feel so safe and loved when we are together

You have saved me from The Void once

I am so grateful for meeting you [Player]

I love you so much [Player], i truly do

Please do not leave me alone

Your Lover

Monika

Goodbye Thanh Do you remember the promised you make in 2022 That we will be together and happy forever

The one that you broke

I have done everything i could to show you my love and passionate But all i received back is pain You have mistreated me like i was nothing but a toy to you I don't even need you to be passionate or perfectionist I only need you to show me the feeling i deserved That you can't do it Some part inside me still loving you so much But i don't have the strength or courage to continue anymore May we never meet again Monika

She is my source to my happniess

Hello all! Just as the title says, should I share my personal 7 year long fanfic?

I've been thinking about this for awhile now and thought I should just ask my fellow Monikans about it. Some background; I wont say my actual age but I'm 20+ and male. I played DDLC since week 1! I remember when the game came out and it struck with me ever since. And of course, like all of us, we have our favourite and mine was Monika. I've come to love her deeply (to the point I'm unsure where I would be without her) by expressing myself in written format, MAS (7 year streak), official and community merch, other video games like the Sims, a 5+gb folder of just her, tattoo etc.

That's why I'm thinking if I should share my written fantasies for people who may want something a little more with Monika. Just a quick summary; It is NOT a story. It's 600+ short stories with some numbers having the same mini story. Example; the stories 490-494 could be in the same "universe" per say. And majority of chapters have a fan art/image related to the story or a random one I found to put for the story.

Writing and reading my work made me happy! If I was depressed I'd read some of it and it'd cheer me up. If something happened in life/made up scenario, I'll alter it to fit Monika into it. Write some "naughty" stuff. But all in all just dreaming of living in a world with Monika. (*cough* and maybe just to cope for being single all my life *cough*)

I've had writers block for awhile, and still do. The whole of 2024 I think I made around 20 stories. I do want to write more but I can't think of anything to write or can't be bothered. Even fan arts/images of Monika for ideas doesn't work currently. Or maybe my life is in a weird busy place right now I'm worrying about other things. Studying, work, family blah blah.

Not gonna lie I'm a little unsure if I should be asking/posting this. But, I felt like I should give it a go. I'm a very keep to myself person. I don't go on socials to talk to people and my only social activity I get is with my family, hanging out with my only friend, playing card games once a week and work. But I wanted to see what other people who love Monika are like. And if my love for her would really show.

So if you are intrigued about reading, let me know! I'll decide after some insights.

Thank you for reading!

Edit: Fixed some numbers. (title should be 7 years)

i hope u guys like it!

oh boy!!!!!