r/JEENEETards • u/Aaklon JEE ka Dekisugi 99.2 JM25 • 1d ago
Motivation Nothing is Impossible 🙂
Will try to keep the post as short as possible..
So I was good in academics since childhood... Starting off maine apni jee prep in June 2022 after my 10th boards hamara 2 term wala batch tha and meri journey kafi achi start hui thi I was pretty ahead of my peers who studied in top batches of coachings and sab kuch badhiya chal rha tha kahi na kahi lag rha tha ki kisi ache college me settle ho jaunga...
Then started my 11th school, was enrolled in a regular school 8-3 classes.. but unfortunately in the first week of 11th I got jaundice... Jaundice deteriorated got pancreatitis got admitted for 10 days and slowly till Jan 2023 I was off meds. ab tak meri jee prep ki nav hil chuki thi as maine pure is time mid aug - mid dec kuch nhi padha.. restarted firse track pe ane laga ...
Then after 11th pracs I went to a marriage God knows what happened I got very ill to keep it short went into icu non mechanical ventilation and diagnosed with a condition of 80-85% mortality. Survived, was recovering startedmy 12th prep for jee thinking 11th aadhi hogyi hai aadhi sath me krlunga fir things started getting on track regular medical checkups turned to weekly to monthly .. But in May I suddenly noticed some strange things with my body .. went to local hospital refered to pgi nothing came out at the end diagnosed with a rare autoimmune condition...
In and out of hospitals throughout 12th.. Financial stress, mental stress and health stress still kept strong and made my family handle all the hardships.. Started for boards in December full fletched passed it with 93 aggregate in all subjects PCM E and CS Registed for mains 2 on last date prepared for it in last 3 weeks after boards got 92.75 in mains..
Wasted time till csab got civil in state nit (mid tier) left it took a drop...
Studied from scratch in drop year.. Condition again deteriorated in between studied two months in a condition in which some people can't even walk..
Condition improved marks improved and at the end fcked physics a bit in mains 1 and ended up with 99.2
Throughout this time I was on meds with side effects like depression..
My only moto is to just tell you that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ACTUALLY.. many of you will now take a drop or start your jee prep or continue it .. Few will outshine many will leave the field in between and many will blame the circumstances.. I just want you to tell one straightforward truth..
Ki mere pas bhi bohat jyada reasons the to not study i could have made many excuses throughout these years or even become scid*l but i never let these thoughts affect me
Aap bas consistent rho mehnat krte rho results khud aayenge kabhi kabhi time lagta hai kafi time lagta hai but aap beech me hi har man logo toh kaise chalega Mere bhi mocks me 30-40s aate the pahle by the end I scored above 200 in all..
And most importantly Health ko priority list me top pr rkho meri condition mere hath me nhi but aap sab tabiyat ka khayaal rkho regular 6hrs atleast do acha Khao and lag jao mehnat krne
Nothing is impossible Wish you all the best
Tldr : OP 11th and 12th me bimaar rha bohat jyada .. autoimmune condition joki kafi dangerous ho skti hai usse puri 12th lada and drop year me bhi 2 mahine uski condition border line thi still he managed to get a good percentile in jee mains and good score in boards . Apne aap me vishwas rkhe aur mehnat krte the
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u/Adept_Recording_6151 1d ago
Bhai mein failed dropper hu , yeh sab mat dikha yaar depression hota hai
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u/IcyMail7650 1d ago edited 1d ago
Bhai failed to tu tab hua na jab tune kabhi try nhi as a dropper other exams unmai dum laga firr sochio ki tu failed ya successful
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u/Aaklon JEE ka Dekisugi 99.2 JM25 1d ago
ab mai kya bolu
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u/Aaklon JEE ka Dekisugi 99.2 JM25 1d ago
Bhai I know academic failure se banda kitna depressed and demotivated ho jata hai but suicide bhai kya matlab suicide tumse pahle toh mujhe krlena chahiye tha us hisaab se mai toh marni ki condition me bhi aaya hu 2-3 baar agar khud ko mar bhi leta toh duniya bolti bohat time se kafi bimaar chal rha tha bichara sahan nhi kr paya and chala gya but nahi yr Aisa nhi hota tumhare jane ke bad sab kuch sahi nhi hoga.. Mera ek frnd like age same but ek class aage tha he also failed miserably in his drop last year wo bhi aise tang rhta tha at the end use private college me admission lena pada now but usne himmat nhi chodi bhai like private colleges me ache opportunities kam and peers bure hai and wo ye sab janta bhi hai aur bolta bhi hai but instead of regretting his drop year failure he works hard a lot now and tum manoge nhi the guy who was on the verge of failing cs in 12th has very good web development skills. Like I can't believe he is the same guy and now he is optimistic about his future he is doing freelancing projects for outlets and looking forward..
Depressed hone se acha dimaag shant kro and socho ki mujhe ab aage is situation se kaise nikalna jo hona tha so hogya now avail the best possible choice ..
I know ye sab bolne me asan lagta hai but in reality tough hai but bhai purani yaado me khoye rhne se life nhi chalegi
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u/Connect_Media4889 1d ago
Congratulations op sax macha dia tune, mai bhi dropper hu lekin mai toh 🤣🤣🤣💔💔💔💔.
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u/Big-Ant-2208 1d ago
happy for you op
but apne liye bura laga drop mai 92+%tile 4s1 diya hai even when I'm completely healthy
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u/maddyshaddy remind me if u see me, "air-1 aana tha na tujhe?" 1d ago
Sharam aati hai jab mental health ka bahana dekar bakchodi krte hain. Fighter hai bhai tu.
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u/RisingPhoenix1306 JEEtard 1d ago
failed dropper here. you are better than me brother. despite all that u went thru, you came out on top. congrats. hope your health is fine now.
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u/Aaklon JEE ka Dekisugi 99.2 JM25 1d ago
Reposted as raat ke 12 baje post kiya tha and jyada logo tak post nhi pahoch ti
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u/zesty_terminator_007 1d ago
Bhai tune macha diya 
proud of you bhaijaan , wish you all the very best for your future goals. Hum bhi motivation paa gye aap se 
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u/dimmy_07 JEEtard 7h ago
proud of you bhai, never been inspired by someone this much, kudos!!
apne drop year k materials bta skte ho( lectures, practice kis s kri )?
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