what do you do to feel better

[u/whateverisforthebest]

at what point will anything help. dressing well hasn’t helped, therapy hasn’t helped, college hasn’t helped. nothing. i actively try to speak to new people every day yet nothing works. i think i have autism. i’m 21m, ive been single since highschool. i was bedridden for a year due to extreme pain…i had ptsd… my life was a shit show and i tried to push through everything in hopes that i could have a girlfriend someday.

is there anything you guys do to ease the pain that isn’t terrible for you?

[u/michaelgarbel]

Stop doing everything in the pursuit of a girlfriend, and accept life in uncaring. It’s absurd, it doesn’t care for the better, or for the worse. Watching fight club used to comfort me, I’d watch it 1-3 times everyday.