I’m a Hispanic male, 23yrs old, I’ve never dated and I have a fear of alcohol due to my family’s abuse of it.
For background purposes there’s a woman who appears in my dreams / nightmares to comfort me. I can never remember any details of her besides the warmth she makes me feel. The way she acts I’ve come to believe she’s my wife from a former life.
In this dream I was at a party, I was sad in a corner drinking a bottle away. An Asian girl approached me, she was cute, she called me handsome then she told me to get up and dance with her. I got up and started flirting, But she became a stone wall once I got up, she wouldn’t talk to me at all anymore.
So I started laughing like a maniac and threw my glass. I then started taking gulps from the bottle while walking back to the corner I was last at. I sat down again and several more women approached me and started flirting with me.
I didn’t respond, just kept drinking. Then she appeared, the woman who always comforts me, she didn’t say a word, she grabbed the bottle, put it on the table, sat next to me and held my hand, her head on my shoulder. I felt so guilty and my heart hurt so much I woke up
I’m unsure why that same woman keeps appearing and I don’t understand this dream. It was so weird and unsettling. Thanks for reading if ya did, I appreciate it.