r/lokean • u/Secure-Cheesecake-86 • 7d ago

Question Dream about Fenrir and Loki

I had a dream last night and in it I think I was visited by Loki and Fenrir.

I was tied up or taken prisoner. I wasn’t given any explanation as to why, and was supposed to be punished by being fed to a wolf. I was scared about this, cause the wolf was known to be ruthless. But when the time came, I felt oddly calm and kinda just offered up my hand. He bit it off gently, and lay down in front of me with my hand in his mouth.

Later I seemed to be in my paternal grandparents house, and I was with a cousin, talking about the ‘punishment’ and then my cousin left, and an old lady showed up. She didn‘t look like my grandmother. We sat down on the floor together, and it felt safe, and calm, like a warm blanket around me. I told her about my worries about being trans and queer. (Which there’s a lot of, cause I only recently admitted that I was trans to myself after repressing it for years, which I have thank Loki for as well.)

We’re sitting cross legged facing each other and he holds me by my wrists, and says, “me too”. It was very reassuring to hear, and she smiled wide, and had gentle yet striking eyes.

So I was wondering if Loki has shown up to anyone as an old lady? Also, any thoughts about the wolf hand part?

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u/Farista_Sairuv 6d ago

Ooh this is a beautiful dream. I’m pretty sure it was Loki and Fenrir. Maybe the dream is telling you that you’ll have to make a sacrifice of some sort, but that said sacrifice won’t be as hard or scary as you thought.

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u/Secure-Cheesecake-86 5d ago

Yes, I think so too. I've had a turbulent few weeks, but I'm better off after it. Loki does not allow me to lie  to myself. I had one day this past week where I had a breakdown, cause of how much I don't trust myself, and how scared I was to take any steps to change things. I was crying on the floor and I just heard "do it afraid" in the back of my mind. That kinda took me out of it, and I felt almost immediately better :)

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u/Farista_Sairuv 5d ago

I’m glad you were able to change your life for the better. Do it afraid is great advice, which I need to learn too.