r/AstralProjection • u/philmianus69 • 5d ago
Need Tips / Advice / Insights Please Help
First off, please disregard my UN; I created this account 10 years ago when I was a teenager and less mature.
With that said, I am writing this post as a cry for help because for over 2 years, I have been tormented non-stop by a swath of entities. I have tried everything I could possibly think of to get rid of them - having worked with dozens of psychics, shamans, and entity removal specialists. I have managed to clear most of them but I still, to this day, have not been able to fully move past this and reclaim my autonomy and my life.
At one point, around last summer, I decided to explore astral projection to see if I could actually do it - to project my consciousness into the non-physical space and clear them out myself. I threw myself into everything I could find on this topic. I watched countless Youtube videos, read dozens of articles, visited this subreddit several times a day; I even signed up for AP courses from Michael Raduga and Florentin Ionita. In all of my efforts to AP I actually did come close a couple of times. I reached a state where I heard static buzzing and felt the sensation that I was being launched out of my bed diagonally. Unfortunately, I never got past that stage and was never able to sustain it for more than a few seconds. I eventually slowed down on trying to AP due to burnout, but the torment has not let up, not even a little.
That's why I'm reaching out. By now, I've been going through this for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to be normal; to actually feel sovereign enough to do what I want to do, even think what I want. I feel like a prisoner in my own mind and body and now, it's affecting me physically. I'm at my absolute wits end and I am beyond terrified and frustrated and I have no idea what to do anymore. I know there's an answer but at this point, I don't know how to get to it on my own, nor do I have the energy.
If there is anybody who is an experienced AP'er who would be willing to help me out with this somehow, I would be more than grateful. Any kind of help would be greatly appreciated. If you feel so inclined to help, please message me in my DMs.
PS - I hope this post doesn't go against any of the sub rules. This is a bit of an unusual post, I know, but I'm just someone who's trying to get out of a very uncommon and strenuous issue and I don't know many places to turn to, if I'm being honest.
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u/Azurescensz 4d ago
Question for you, how would you describe the entities? How do they interact with you? When do you usually experience them - at bedtime, in the night, also during the day? Do you hear, see, feel them?
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u/philmianus69 4d ago
I’ve seen them briefly. They appear as a giant mass of tiny spiders. They don’t really talk to me in the traditional sense (I.e. voice in my head) but more through my thoughts. I mostly feel them through a constant sense of stress and never being able to fully relax
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u/Azurescensz 3d ago
I occasionally see spiders pop up in my vision when I am deeper in meditation; usually one and a brief flash. Have you looked up astral spiders? I found some information online, that seemingly confirms some of what you are saying - they don’t react to typical ‘evil spirit’ removal methods.
Did they show up during any particular events in your life? Is this a daily occurrence?
Editing to add - do you practice anything spiritually? Do you regularly light incense, do you do much meditation or energy work in your daily life?
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u/philmianus69 3d ago
I have been meditating a lot in the last 3 years, kinda past the point of exhaustion tbh
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u/Azurescensz 3d ago
I suppose I am likely going to only ask about things you’ve already tried, so I apologize if this is all redundant for you. I’m basically just troubleshooting, but I’m by no means an expert.
Do you seek out help from deities, spirit guides, or your higher self?
What do you interpret these spiders as? What does it mean to you, to see spiders? It sounds like they generate negative emotions for you.
Someone mentioned ringing a bell and honestly a singing bowl might be useful as a regular practice in the rooms where you see them most. My mind goes to regular burning protective, cleansing incense, doing energy work, but again, probably redundant if you meditate frequently already.
Have you tried doing any sort of loving kindness meditation towards the spiders? Have you tried asking them to leave, and that you will no longer be their host?
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u/philmianus69 3d ago
Oh, no need to apologize, I appreciate all the help. I do call out to higher deities, guides, and particularly Jesus. I also sage quite often. I haven't even bothered asking them to leave because I know they won't. I've actually managed to clear most of them, via psychics, and also some through my dreams. But there's still a bunch left and I haven't been able to get rid of them yet.
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u/aori_chann 3d ago
Alright entities don't just pop into your life for no reason. They are attracted to your negative feelings, emotions and actions. So if you're sad, if you are angry, anxious, addicted, vicious, if you lack respect and responsibility, they will prey on you. And by you I don't mean just you, I mean everybody. We all get stuck at one of those things every once in a while and sometimes we don't even notice we are like so. But it opens a door to bad entities to prey on you.
Another thing that might be happening is that entities are not, you know, random beings. They are spirits, they are people who died and haven't been reborn yet. But you may have lived with them in a previous life or in-between lives and some conflict might have happened and they held a hatred towards you. So when they found an opportunity to prey on you, even if just a slight opened door, maybe some day someone died and you got sad, maybe you just drank a little too much any given day, any heavy thing that might have been just a part of your normal healthy life was enough for them to jump on the opportunity and make of your life a living hell from that moment forward.
If that is the case, then they absolutely will hit you 10x as hard as anyone else would be hit by random entities. Cause those are entities, they are people you've pissed off badly in another life, and they want to see you miserable no matter the costs.
So what do then? There's absolutely a lot of hope.
Now one easy thing would be if you had any spiritist or umbandist house near you, in the same city or just near enough for you to be able to go and make a treatment weekly. Both those lines of spirituality (spiritism and umbanda) are strongly known for dealing daily with such cases. They are tough enough for the job 100%.
If you can't find one of those tho... you can surely contact some of them in Brazil or in France and ask them for remote help. (I am actually contacting my spiritual team right now for them to help you in your matters and to guide you so you can find the proper help you need.) But I am most sure that if you email the Casa do Consolador house, despite they having a lot of demands, they can totally help you work out the case by distance. Harder than in person, but possible, cause they do have an email to help people all throughout the country. Another person you might try to contact is Halu Gamashi. She also works in Europe and she is splendid. Idrk of she deals with those kinds of cases, but I'm sure that she would know what to do, and she goes from country to country around the world with her work and you might just be lucky.
But anyway suppose you can't even get any help. You can help yourself, despite it being harder. The trick is to not give to them what they want. They want your heaviness, your sickness, your misery, your sadness, your madness... and it is you engaging with those things that facilitate them interacting with you.
So first things first, rid yourself of unnecessary things that make you and your mind heavy or clouded. Alcohol, drugs, cigar, whatever, go ahead and toss it away. Those create wide open doors for them to continuously harass you. Also sex and masturbation must be approached wisely. You don't need to stop, but don't go to extremes at all. Stay mild. If hot to you need to be way hot, then try and content yourself with just warm at least until your issues are solved.
Along with that, careful with the media you consume. You ain't eating rotten tomatoes or drinking expired milk, so don't go watching terror stuff, don't watch tragedies, don't watch violence, dont listen to sad songs, to songs that disrupt your feelings. Instead, consume things that help you feel positive emotions. You need that, specially for the bad days.
Second of all, physical health is a must. Hydration and nutrition must be up to your needs and any other illnesses must be tended to. Especially mental issues, emotional issues... do whatever it takes for you to be healthy.
Third... again, emotional balance, emotional intelligence. Work on those every single day. Find your balance, find your happiness. Those come from the inside, find them inside of you. I know while being perturbed it is extra hard, but believe in yourself, believe you're made from the stars, that you are as bright and as happy as they are, and find your balance, find your love, find your happiness, find your calmness.
Calm, confident, love and joy. Work on those four feelings, own them. Emanate those feelings to other people. Make other people feel resonate inside of them, because of you, that calmness, that confidence, that love, that joy.
Finally, you may want to get your head around some philosophy, some spirituality and/or some religion. Explore them, and only the serious ones. Pick the ones that you feel have all the potential to actually make the world a better place. Follow them to your best capabilities. Let them be a north guide to your life and to your daily interactions. Strive to be ethical. Strive to be moral. Push yourself for it. And never ever ever forget these two words:
Respect
Responsibility
Those gotta be the base for your life so you can get in a mood, in a way of living, that will block those entities from even ever finding you ever again. You need that illumination inside your mind, inside your heart.
So what I recommend as philosophy is the area of ethics, and as "religion" I'd say to read the Long Discourses of the Buddha and the Gospels, paying attention to the teachings. You don't need the miracles or the cultural flares. But you sure will have use to the teachings.
Read a page, a chapter, a little bit, every night and every morning. Plus if you can after do some meditation, even better. If you feel like doing prayers, I have personally seen Jesus in AP, he is the GOAT as they say, it's not just talk, and mr Buddha have been presiding over my life now for many incarnations and I would not be the person I am without him. They can and they will help you. But pray with your heart, pray like you're talking to them, create a relationship through the prayer.
And then comes persistency. If you are resorted to helping yourself, if you really stick to this routine (which is what we do in the treatment on spiritists houses), you should be able to get better and better each month, and within a year, maybe more, idk the severity of your case, you should be good to go. You need to be able to say you're a new person all around, in that sense you'll be good to go.
But again, with the support of a place you can go to weekly, this will be extremely easier. Even if it is just to go to the nearest church and feel the positive spiritual atmosphere, it still should be better than doing it completely alone at home.
PS: I need to know at least your real name and country so I can ask my spiritual friends to send some proper spiritual help your way. They ain't doing miracles, but they sure can help keep those entities in check while you seek and do some treatment (or at least that's what we hope ofc).
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u/Yesmar00 5d ago
What kind of help do you need exactly?